ArchivesCategory: THOUGHTS

14Feb

BYFRYD LOVE

kiss me
if I´m wrong
but
dinosaurs still exist
right?

L . O . V . E

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04Jan

BY-FRYD-HONEST

Where do I start. How much should I reveal. Who am I. Where am I going.
So many questions. So many thoughts. This is me honestly.

I´v realised that the more publicity the blog and I get, the more I want to hide.
Maybe note hide is the right word, but more protect my self. It´s not a consciously decision, it´s more a insidious result. From just being me, Jeanette, with my own thoughts and ideas. Thoughts that is important for my way of living and what I believe in. To be a person who speaks, share my views, my beliefs and design. It sounds all so good, and in a way it is. My only problem is that I do not believe in right or wrong, I believe in the everlasting circle.

While writing this I see how hard it is to describe, but I hope you follow me.

I often find myself playing roles to fit in. Doing what I think others expect me to do. I think most of us do, now and then. Sometimes it is even necessary. But lately I´ve had the feeling of getting lost. That I let myself down, together with my inner belief. Like a rug being pulled under my feet. Not a good state of mind to be in. I´m used to show my strong side and have control, so telling you about my struggle is actually a bit hard. Even though I know it makes me more human.

The feeling; “I´m selling my soul” has come to my mind. Having sponsors on board together with the studio and advertisers on the blog. Why should that make it so different. Why should I not make money. Why do I feel guilty.

So I´m telling my self, I´m worth it
It´s work that I´m doing, hard work
My voice is powerful and I can do what I want!
It takes time to believe it

For a while I´ve been loosing my magic
But I´m on my way back
Giving myself the same advice as I gave my BYW students;
be you
be true
It´s the only way to be happy
to stand out

So, back to where I started
Where my heart is placed
Where I met my first readers
Where the joy and energy is put
Full of flaws and deficiencies
Human
Being me

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29Dec

THE GIRLS 3

THE GIRLS 1

THE GIRLS 4

THE GIRLS 6

four years ago
little Alma
saw her first glimpse of light

four years ago
again
love so strong
came to me

as a
soft
warm
gentle
wave

four years

I want to remember
each moment
capture them
in my heart
forever

four
a magic number

s m i l e & l o v e

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12Dec

BYFRYD - PAPERBALL

 

it´s all about joy & love
memories and traditions
to make

it´s magic
in the air

oh
how I hope you all can have some
magic
that is

give someone a smile
think a happy thought
about yourself

embrace
the day

* M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S *

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09Dec


yes I did,
love pink
back in the early 80´s
too
I still remember how that skirt itched

now
the garden is covered in white magic
the house is getting decorated
quiet evenings
filled with good conversations
together with Mr. G
knowing that the girls are sleeping
safe and sound in their beds
…hmmm…
that is
one is in my bed

{ smile }

hope you all had a lovely weekend

J. xx

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x x x

BYFRYD LOVE

kiss me
if I´m wrong
but
dinosaurs still exist
right?

L . O . V . E

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HONESTY

BY-FRYD-HONEST

Where do I start. How much should I reveal. Who am I. Where am I going.
So many questions. So many thoughts. This is me honestly.

I´v realised that the more publicity the blog and I get, the more I want to hide.
Maybe note hide is the right word, but more protect my self. It´s not a consciously decision, it´s more a insidious result. From just being me, Jeanette, with my own thoughts and ideas. Thoughts that is important for my way of living and what I believe in. To be a person who speaks, share my views, my beliefs and design. It sounds all so good, and in a way it is. My only problem is that I do not believe in right or wrong, I believe in the everlasting circle.

While writing this I see how hard it is to describe, but I hope you follow me.

I often find myself playing roles to fit in. Doing what I think others expect me to do. I think most of us do, now and then. Sometimes it is even necessary. But lately I´ve had the feeling of getting lost. That I let myself down, together with my inner belief. Like a rug being pulled under my feet. Not a good state of mind to be in. I´m used to show my strong side and have control, so telling you about my struggle is actually a bit hard. Even though I know it makes me more human.

The feeling; “I´m selling my soul” has come to my mind. Having sponsors on board together with the studio and advertisers on the blog. Why should that make it so different. Why should I not make money. Why do I feel guilty.

So I´m telling my self, I´m worth it
It´s work that I´m doing, hard work
My voice is powerful and I can do what I want!
It takes time to believe it

For a while I´ve been loosing my magic
But I´m on my way back
Giving myself the same advice as I gave my BYW students;
be you
be true
It´s the only way to be happy
to stand out

So, back to where I started
Where my heart is placed
Where I met my first readers
Where the joy and energy is put
Full of flaws and deficiencies
Human
Being me

Share on FacebookPin it on PinterestShare on Twitter

PURE LOVE + THANKFUL

THE GIRLS 3

THE GIRLS 1

THE GIRLS 4

THE GIRLS 6

four years ago
little Alma
saw her first glimpse of light

four years ago
again
love so strong
came to me

as a
soft
warm
gentle
wave

four years

I want to remember
each moment
capture them
in my heart
forever

four
a magic number

s m i l e & l o v e

Share on FacebookPin it on PinterestShare on Twitter

BRING IT ON

BYFRYD - PAPERBALL

 

it´s all about joy & love
memories and traditions
to make

it´s magic
in the air

oh
how I hope you all can have some
magic
that is

give someone a smile
think a happy thought
about yourself

embrace
the day

* M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S *

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MY MOMENTS


yes I did,
love pink
back in the early 80´s
too
I still remember how that skirt itched

now
the garden is covered in white magic
the house is getting decorated
quiet evenings
filled with good conversations
together with Mr. G
knowing that the girls are sleeping
safe and sound in their beds
…hmmm…
that is
one is in my bed

{ smile }

hope you all had a lovely weekend

J. xx

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